THE WISHING WELL
anonymous notes between men

You’re more friends with my ex’ bestfriend than I ever was friends with my ex-boyfriend’s bestfriend when my ex-boyfriend was still my boyfriend and even less when my boyfriend became my ex-boyfriend. But you’re still by boyfriend and bestfriend so I guess we can all be friends as long as my ex-boyfriend’s bestfriend doesn’t become [...]

Why??? Always that I go home with my parents you start annoying me, therefore Im happy, and you cant stop thinking im$ cheating on you why???

it’s our closest frnieds. YOUR frnieds. You’ll relax when we get there. r u kidding me? Never say that to a panicked addict! . My mind and addict were talking to me, to xanax or not to Xanax? yes,yes I’m sure it’s the only way to make it. . Took a Xanax from my purse, [...]

You know what, babe, I’m surprising myself everyday. I thought I can’t do long-distance. But you make it so easy for both of us. Not that its easy. What I’m trying to say is, I wouldn’t have been able to do it with anyone else. I love you.

I LOVE My Boyfriend, but I feel inlove or My friend… What I have to do?

Instead of talking to me, you whine on Twitter. On Facebook. I keep telling you to say these things to me. Now you’ve made me do the same. Why can’t we just talk?

We are two discrete people and are able to feel differently from each other. But we feel the same thing about each other. We should focus on just that. Just because you feel it, doesn’t mean it’s there.

I’m in a relationship but in My last trip I met someone special and now I can’t get out of my mind :O! I’m really confuse! Because he is my teacher and his boyfriend is my friend :S!

My state just legalized gay marriage in the elections. I’m happy for that…but I can’t even get laid, let alone find someone to marry, and that kills the happiness.

I love it when we use “we” or “us” or “our” as effortlessly as we use “I” or “me” or “my”. Most of all, though, I love you as much as I love the idea of us.

I put you on pause today on FaceTime because I sobbed for a few minutes because of the nice things you kept saying about how we can make this long-distance thing work. I love you!

Today i’ve discovered you have fallen in love. It isn’t me. But you don’t know i haven’t stopped loving you.

What’s wrong with me? I’m so hungry of love that I’m falling for every new gay guy I meet!

I understand that distance makes it difficult, especially when we have never met in person. I’m glad that you found someone near you. At least now I know what it means to be insecure in a relationship. I do love you. Over and over again. I hope to be able to bless you without reservations [...]

I love you but I’m a whore, who sleeps with everyone, thank you for loving this bitch.

I loved fucking you man!!!

I made the mistake of sleeping with you on the first date. I guess I felt lonely. Then we continued dating. Now 3 years later we’re still together. Truth is I met someone else, I was about to leave you but never got the courage.

I cheated on you repeatedly. I thought I was happy with you…

I hate U so much, fuck u man…….

No, really, even though I get lonely sometimes, I’d rather be single than in a bad relationship for the sake of being in a relationship. Stop treating me so pityingly. Besides, you could be single any day yourself…

3 years has passed since i meet you, and we spend almost a year together, then u finished the relation and i had 2 more bf, now we are friends and we want to have sex but honestly, after this difficult years, im still in love. How horrible it’s this.

We all know your partner is having mental health issues. We all know you’re going out drinking and fucking other guys. We all see you treating your partner like an annoying child when you’re together. We all despise you. Leave him, leave town, let him find someone else worthy of him. You’re only making things [...]

I don’t know exactly when it happened, but I finally stopped reaching over to the other side of the bed and wishing that you were there. I also stopped whispering your name to myself as I fell asleep. Maybe I’m getting over you after all.

5 years and still thinking of you… I wish I could forget someday

I’ve been poz since four years. A part of me died since then. I’m working hard to build up a life and try and love… but I’m scared. I think i won’t hold it anymore.

We were roommates for three weeks and they were the best ones of my life. I haven’t been as happy as when I was with you but you are in the other side of the country. I love you and miss you.

I wish than you would give me an oportunity, but you insist in ignoring me. It looks like you just, don’t have guts to say me the truth…

I’m going crazy for you. I’m 24, and It’s the first time in my life I feel this way. And I’m so fucking scared… But I can’t let you go. Even knowing that you may hurt me.

srry for my english I am latino, and in the country where I lived, there arent sexual liberty, I had a dance teacher its soo hot when he dance, and his body too and in the begining i liked him, but with the time I became his friend and in the shower (in the gym) [...]

I wish i could receive all the things that i give… i can’t live and wait anymore, i can’t stand to love but not loved. when it’s gonna be my chance?

mi profesor nunca sabra que me gusta y que hice todo lo que hice por amor a el. Elegi una carrera que jamas habia pensado solo por estar a su lado. El esta casado y con familia. Y yo ? lo esperare siempre

Sometimes I feel like throwing Sarin Gas in all gay places of Buenos Aores

I’m supposed to smile and be happy for all the guys who have relationships. But I always wonder, “When will it be my turn?” I’m still waiting for it to happen. I wish the train would slow down enough for me to get on.

I had having sex with my brother, and we are men.

My best friend just told me he is HIV+. I’m so scared, I don’t want to loose him. W: I’ll keep you in my prayers!

i miss you, i know i wasn’t the best boyfriend at that time… i am sorry, i thought i was being lovely and tender but i realized it was too much sugar… you are the best person i ever met, even when i tell you now we are friends and i am happy for your [...]

Dear Jacob. For you I was only a one night stand, for me you are a very special guy. I want to date you, love you, marry YOU!

you’re my boxer, my lover and noone could give me away for you… Je t’aime ma moitie, Cartagena said it

I never fall in love, but one day “i think” i was fall in love of you. But your love always be horrible, sad, greedy and full of lies. I don’t hate you, but never lie in your next relationship. I wish hate you, but if i do that, i become like you.

I still love you.

Another man has dissappointed me, once again… I wonder when would I meet my perfect guy.

I’m going crazy for you. I’m 24, and It’s the first time in my life I feel this way. And I’m so fucking scared… But I can’t let you go. Even knowing that you may hurt me.

srry for my english I am latino, and in the country where I lived, there arent sexual liberty, I had a dance teacher its soo hot when he dance, and his body too and in the begining i liked him, but with the time I became his friend and in the shower (in the gym) [...]

There are some times, specially in the middle of the night, that I just wish to be buried in a sea of cocks lusting for my body, my face already pressed against the most fragant big par of nuts of the lot. Is not a profound thought, but is a genuine one.

Eight months ago, I met you… Don’t know why, but you were there, waiting to be founded. Since then I’ve been giving you my life, my heart, my tears, my love, my soul, and everything I have because you need it, you need me and I need you. I fell inlove with you when I [...]

How am I supposed to be you best friend if each time I see you with her I feel like a little piece of my heart dies? I know you can’t love, but I can’t stop loving you either

I know I still love you, 6 months after you left me. How come I have the urge to find you a new boyfriend? Why I feel is the guy I met on a searchsite and didn´t fuck him but still have nice chats?

If you’re “straight” … Why do you want to “experiment” with me? I like men, not cowards

I still can´t believe that after 8 years together you couldn’t make that phone call. Try to work things out like I did lots of times before. I thought you would call but after 5 days without hearing from you, I realized you could not put “us” before your ego and maybe neither could I. [...]

I’m sorry it went down the way it did. If I’d been smarter it wouldn’t have ever started. But you were sweet and kind and I just ignored all of the other obvious signs. I will always love the person I believe you could be. I hope one day you love him too. You deserve [...]

Like french people say “J’en ai marre” of handsome men or men who have great body. In Mexico, there is not men like that. Everywhere I go, I see the repulsive faces of thousand athletic men. I hate them. They are a such great mother fuckers, children of bitch. All the handsome men and who [...]

You needed to get your life together. However I never told you that, you were the first man i kissed. I had fooled around with guys and had sex but you were my first kiss.

Seriously, I’m not interested in dating again. I’m just playing you to see how long it takes you to figure it out. It was funny when you had a boyfriend, but now that you’re single, you’re being all clingy again.

I’m sorry for rejecting you for your HIV status. But I just can’t be bothered fucking negative guys.

I left because I knew you didn’t love me anymore. But how do I stop loving you? It’s been almost 5 years and I still dream about you. How do you let go of ten years of your life so easily, and please, tell me how, so I can too.

Hey attractive dude with the blog. I find myself liking you alot. But I see today, you posted a picture of a guy and below it you said, “This is mine”. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!

Dear tricks, I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I’ve lead some of you on, and I’m sorry if you thought that we had some sort of ‘connection’. There was no connection; I wanted a nice night of hot sex and feigned, transient intimacy, and I may very well have nonverbally manipulated you into providing these things.

You’ve worked so hard on your body that you now think no one is good enough for you. Hope you’re lonely up on your pedestal.

I wish I could have both of you as my boyfriends, but that’s not fair to either of you. I made my decision. I love you both, but one of you is just my best friend.

I don’t know if I truly loved you or not. It was high school. I never even felt your touch. But I always thought about you. Maybe it was love. At least back then it felt like love. You were so different. Sweet, polite, cute and funny. Damn, I wish I had made my move…

I see you in the elevator regularly. Everyone from my work knows I want you but I’m too nervous to do more than stutter when you speak to me. Couldn’t you just give me your business card so I can call you?

How come he gets to host bbqs with you and buy your favourite shampoo and I only get to slop around with you on the vinyl mat of a bathhouse booth?

You were my first. So even though we are miles apart, pursuing our own dreams, I want you to know that I will always be waiting for you. I miss your arms, #30.

I am looking for reasons to break up with you because I’m too scared to tell you the truth. You’re BAD at SEX!!!

i see you each day in the common room of our college and i wish i could run up and kiss you and throw my arms around you alas you’d rather lie about being gay and use some poor sweet girl as your beard…please steven, just love me back

The guy you had sex with behind my back told me everything. And when I confronted you with it, you got mad at me? Go to hell, you cheating prick.

On any given night, I can get laid easily….but I always feel so empty after. I wish I could find someone to love, who actually would love me in return.

You will make the perfect attorney, you know exactly how to manipulate feelings, and gain the effect you want by coming off astonishingly charming and suave. You say all the right things and make all the right promises only to truly shaft a guy in the end.

You used to tell me you were Superman. I think I believed it, with your dark hair, charming smile and blue eyes. We spent all our free time together, as if we couldn’t get enough. We had a true bond, an unspoken connection. How I truly loved you. I found out later your girlfriend was [...]

Your uncut dick was so huge it’s a shame we never got it in me. The only thing bigger was your heart. I hope we can try it again after a few more years have passed. I’ll keep an open mind if you can keep sober. I love you.

Don’t you just hate it, when you have a glimpse of that stranger and all you have time to exchange that ‘I would like to know you more’ smile. Next time, I’m just gonna stop the plane and plant a kiss!!! Ding! Microwave relationships!

I think of you often. You were my friend before you were my best man. Then I got scared and ran away from you. I am sorry. I have told your mom to tell you hi, but I totally understand why you don’t respond. I hope you are well and I miss you.

My partner has cancer and requires constant attention. I wish someone would hold me and allow me to feel comforted.

Please stop texting me i don’t really want to blow you three times a day i just said that to heat it up for the moment.

I ‘cheated’ twice. Jerked off with another guy. You’ll never know. I’m sorry.

I know you knew were HIV positive and lied to me about it. I’m exploring my legal options.

My last relationship destroyed my self-esteem and I have no idea how to get it back. People tell me I am hot but I don’t see it. All I see is weakness and a weird face. Every time I try to be confident something shoots me down. How do I fix myself?

Thanks a lot. Our failed platonic relationship of three years has ruined my love/sex life now. You always had issues with having sex with me.. but apparently you are now over them. I don’t appreciate hearing you get fucked in the next room. Thanks to you I’m jaded. Thanks to you I’m insecure, and inadequate.

You are the first to make me feel safe, you love me, and you will never hurt me. And I’ll keep whispering this lie, if you will still believe it.

You’re getting married this weekend to a wonderful girl. Honestly, I couldn’t be happier to be there for the both of you as you make this commitment to each other. Do you know I had the biggest crush on you in high school? Probably not. It’s funny how much I thought about you.

I have a platonic girlfriend at work who I share everything with. I have a gut feeling that she can’t be trusted.

My neighbor and I have very thin walls and every night we jack off together. We sometimes spend 5 or 6 hours at a time listening to each other go at it. Then we see each other and never mention it. As if it never happened. Is this sick behavior?

Dear L., Stop loving me one day and hitting me the next. I want to leave so badly, but I can’t stop loving you. Save me and end it because I can’t. I cry before you come home from work. I hate being at home. You have taken my will to live.

Last night while my lover and I were having sex he came first and I had to think of my ex to climax. Ugh. I feel so ashamed and I’m afraid of what it means.

I just never got comfortable with anal sex. I feel I should be able to enjoy it – i used to do it a lot in my 20s and there were a few times when it was really sensational, but i haven’t done it for years now and even tough i love the idea of [...]

My dear friends: I wish I could tell you that I’ve drifted so far from who I am that I have to fake everything now including my friendships with you all. I wish I could be a better friend, in fact I’m a stranger to all of you.

I dare not say it to yet (we’ve been dating only five months) because I don’t want to scare you off, but… I’M SO IN LOVE WITH YOU

My boyfriend has social anxiety and bi polar disorder. I love him and love spending time with him, but sometimes…it would be nice to go out and be social and hangout with people. Unfortunately thats not really something he can do well. Is it wrong of me to want to go out without him?

The Homeless are very fortunate for your service. Drug addict’s adore you for the support and shoulder you lend in times of despair. Offering your kidney to a total stranger was such a noble and courageous act. I just have one request though. Could you please please please remember to take back the DVD in [...]

I’m a china doll that sits on the mantle, an object of beauty admired from afar and seen as a fantasy perceived to be unattainable by so many. I only wish people could see the fragile and beautiful heart behind the strong exterior and just like most everyone else all I want is someone to [...]

I’m gay but I masturbate to straight porn because I find the guys much hotter and it makes it easier to fantasize about seducing him. How fucked up is that?

I long for the lips of a teenager.

Yes we probably should have stayed together but I haven’t got the guts to bring up the subject with you anymore than you have the guts to bring it up with me. I love you and I wish you all the best.

i cheat on you every night… i meet guys on the net i go out to my car and swallow there cocks or fuck them over the bonnet… have a smoke to cover the sex smells have a shower and hop back into bed with you.

when you told me you were positive i fell in love with you a little. is that objectifying and a bit wrong?

You waste your time in chat rooms and trying to be a dj online. It never brings in any money, it’s just silly. I wish I could afford to move out and leave you. But even if I could, I probably wouldn’t. You need me.

your a 65 year old man who read his sons chat logs and pretended to BE him on a chat site for gay youth. thats awkward and suspicious. you suck paul.

You with your partner for 5+ years, me with mine for 10+ years. An amazing one night stand. A-maz-ing. Haven’t seen you since. I miss you.

I use my anger and bitterness towards you to mask the fact that I’m still completely in love with you.